Wednesday, August 1, 2018

I never make the same mistake twice.

I never make the same mistake twice, I make it like five or six times, just to be sure.

Note to Self:

Note to Self: I deserve love. I deserve self care. I deserve self respect. I deserve honesty. I deserve the best. I deserve to be noticed. I deserve to get better. I did not deserve to be treated like I didn't matter. I didn't deserve to be hurt, even by myself. 

Monday, July 30, 2018

I want to be the only hand you ever need to hold.

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I want to be the only hand you ever need  to hold. 


Your are my happily ever after.


You are..... My happily ever. My soul mate. My bestfriend. My dream come true. My one and only. My shoulder to lean on. My everything. My anchor. My life. My love.

Sunday, July 29, 2018

I am new here.

I am new here. To this self love. To this whole love. To this not changing for anyone, not apologizing to anyone, sort of kind and pure love. And I am never leaving.
// my heart is overflowing

Alison Malee

Be fearless!

Be fearless when it comes to life, and careless when it comes to what people say and think about you.

Before is over.

Today I saw you. And it wasn't like before. Before is over, before cannot ever came back. We're in the present now where we pretend that "us" had never even existed.

She lit a cigarette with bundles of tears.

She lit a cigarette with bundles of tears racing down her cheeks, and after her lips somehow found the strength to stretch into a smile, I thought to myself; "Sometimes, when chaos burns like wildfires around us: we have no other choice but to fall in love with the warmth."
-Christopher Poindexter

I'm in this for the relationship.

I'd pick a guys's old hoodie over a new piece of jewelry. I'd pick cuddling in my bed all night over a nice, fancy dinner. I'd pick a cute goodnight text over a bouquet of flowers.
I'm in this for the relationship, not the materials.

I loved to sleep....

I loved to sleep with the windows open. Rainy nights were the best of all: I would open my windows and put my head on my pillow and close my eyes and feel the wind on my face and listen to the tress sway and creek.
- Neil Gaiman

But it was 4am.

I promised myself I wouldn't fall in love with you. But it was 4am, and we were laughing way too hard, and I felt so happy for the first time in a long time, and I knew I was screwed.

It's fierce!

I don't love casually. When I love it's fierce. It's my soul ripped wide open and raw. It's my whole heart on display. It's all I have and everything I know, handed over to you like a gift. And I hope you unwrap it gently.

No wonder.

After all of the rain you have endured, it's no wonder that the light that shines within you beautiful soul created such a breathtaking rainbow.

I love handwritten letters.

I love handwritten letters. The way the words get jumbled up when the writer's excited. The way the words get neat when the writer is trying not to make a mistake. The way the words get pretty because the writer's in love. I love handwritten letter.

She's a badass with a good heart.

She's badass with a good heart, soft but strong. Unapologetic and honest. She's the type of women you go to war beside, the type of woman you marry.
-R.h. Sin

To love is a choice.

I want to believe that to love is a choice. For when I glanced at you for the first time, I had all the chance to look away. But I chose to look a second longer and there my world has alienated every single concept that I knew about choice.

I'm always soft for you, that's the problem.

I'm always soft for you, that's the problem. You could come knocking on my door five years from now and I would open my arms wider and say 'come here, it's been too long, it felt like home with you.

Stay away from people who can't take responsibility.

Stay away from people who can't take responsibility for their actions and who make you feel bad for being angry at them when they do you wrong.

She WAS a forgiver.

She was a forgiver. Her heart was so large, she didn't know how to give up on people, because she always believed the good in those she loved. It was until she was walked on so many times, she had no choice but to let go of those who burned holes in her heart.


I learned not to trust people.

I learned no to trust people; I learned not to believe what they say but to watch what they do; I learned to suspect that anyone and everyone is capable of''Living a Lie'. I came to believe that other people - even when you think you know them well - are ultimately unknowable.